When the disaster happened, or the event, or whatever it was—I still don’t know to this day—I hadn’t yet noticed how much yellow there is in the lower city.
There’s not a lot of yellow where I come from—except for light and that’s different—but here, in the lower city, it seems to be everywhere.
Maybe I’m from here now. After a year, maybe I’m from Los Angeles.
I’ll say that to myself, sometimes aloud as I stare at the silent, solid bathroom mirror.
As I try to stare into the mirror.
Home used to be that close. I stepped through a mirror and I was in Los Angeles. And I was supposed to step through a mirror and be right back home again.
But now there’s nothing to see but my own reflection.
And home may as well be a galaxy away.